Thoughts / 3 min read
A border in sharing
By Gowtham

"Human borders mean nothing to air, water, windblown soil or seeds or migrating fish, birds or mammals" - David Suzuki
Youssef had learned the unspoken rule of Gaza: keep your head down, share less and suffer less. But tonight, watching his little sister, Amina, Playing with old rags in middle of their partially destroyed house, he couldn’t ignore her silent longing. He had heard of a store just across the border in Israel, where real dolls—beautiful ones—sat on shop’s shelves waiting for children. The thought made him awake whole night.
In the morning, before dawn, Youssef sneaked out of the house. He carried only a few coins in his pocket, determined to return with a gift for Amina. The crossing into Israel was dangerous, guarded by barbed wire and soldiers. He had heard stories of people trying to sneak through.
Youssef’s heart raced as he neared the checkpoint. A soldier spotted him, raising a hand to stop him. “What’s your business here, boy?” the soldier asked, his sharp voice, Youssef’s fear tightened his throat. He knew he shouldn’t share too much—sharing always led to trouble.
But this time, he couldn’t hold back.
“I need to buy a doll,” his voice trembling, “For my sister.”
The soldier stared, his expression unreadable. The silence stretched, and Youssef wished he hadn’t said anything. Maybe he should have lied.
Finally, the soldier spoke again, softer this time. “A doll, huh? You crossed the border for that?”
Youssef nodded, swallowing hard. His chest tightened thinking if asking for something kind was somehow wrong. The soldier glanced at the other guards. He said Youssef to stay there while disappearing into a small booth.
Minutes dragged on. Youssef’s started thinking What if they sent him back? Or worse, what if they punished him for coming? But soon, the soldier returned, holding something wrapped in cloth. Without a word, he handed it to Youssef.
Youssef unwrapped it slowly. Inside was a doll—old but carefully stitched, with a painted smile. He looked up at the soldier, confused.
“My sister used to play with that,” the soldier said, his voice barely above a whisper, “She doesn’t need it anymore”
Youssef opened his mouth to thank him but the soldier shook his head. “Go. Before anyone else sees.”
Youssef nodded and quickly turned and started walking back, the doll held tightly against his chest. That night, when he placed the doll in Amina’s hands, her eyes lit up, a spark of joy in a world full of shadows. For a moment, Youssef forgot the rule. He had shared something, and for once, it didn’t hurt.
Youssef often wondered about the soldier’s sister. Who was she, and what had her life been like? Had she once cherished the doll now held so tightly by Amina, playing with it in a world that is less harsher than his world?
What had happened to her—had she simply grown older? Youssef sometimes feared the worst, that perhaps the doll had been all that remained of her.
With all these thoughts, Youssef stared at the doll in Amina’s hand, a quiet symbol of a war that had stolen far too many childhoods on both sides of the border.
Here by,
Gowtham